Why do i come on Stardoll?

I just did my english homework where i had to write about how modern english has got to how it is and what foreign languages influenced the english vocabulary and blah, blah, blah. I'm going a bit off subject here but, what i'm saying is that i'm in the mood for writing, so this is going to be a long post... Lets just get it started, shall we?

"I'm a 12 year old girl called Lara from rainy England... and i go on stardoll." 

I'm ashamed to say that to both people i know and people i meet. Why? I'm ashamed to tell them because no one i know goes on stardoll and i'm worried they'll think its.. babyish? Well, what would they know? They'd just type it into their internet tab and they are welcomed by a webpage that looks like this -

The first thought that comes to anyones head is "Crikey, whats this for? 8 year olds?"

They don't know that once your inside you discover a world of blogging, graphics and friends. I'm not exactly low on friends in the real world, but i wouldn't say i was thriving either. I would of left stardoll by now if i hadn't discovered blogging and graphics. I enjoy making graphics, i enjoy blogging and i enjoy reading blogs. Nobody who just looked at the homepage would understand the reasons i come back for more everyday, only people who have an account would. 

Its unhealthy for me to be on stardoll so often, i suppose i have a mild addiction. Next year I'm choosing my options, I have to work hard at school now and so stardoll is stopping me, but i can't leave. I love being on stardoll and blogging and so on.

Lets rewind to where it started. I was a young girl (about 7 or 8 i suppose..) and i was bored and i came across stardoll, i played on it for a while, i went on it a couple of times, it was nothing special. Then again in the start of 2010, i was bored. It was a sunday and i was doing nothing. I came across stardoll again and remembered it from when i was younger. I decided i would go on it.. Opps, one problem. I'd forgotten my passoword. I created a new account and went on it another few times. Then i gradually stopped. Once again, i came across it in late 2010. I became hooked. I went on it almost everyday, and my doll and suite was actually not to bad for someone who had never been a superstar, if i do say so myself. Other people said it to though. 

Me in the past as a non-superstar... :L

My old non-superstar style (taken in the same room

 as my last picture in this post as its a recreation of my style)

Then i discovered blogging. I created a blogger account and commented on a few blogs. Eventually, i became superstar by paying for it out of my own phone credit. My parents would never pay for it. I became superstar a couple of times actually.

Me in my early superstar days. EXTREMELY tanned skin,

 "oooh" mouth and tons of black eye make-up.

Again, me in my early superstar days. I've still got that tanned skin.

 This was before the picture above actually as that liquid eyeliner was the only

 make-up i owned so i wore it a lot. It looked terrible, i must say.

 I wanted to write for a blog. I snapped up a job at special blog for stardoll, then here, at saloon stardoll. I kept going on it and well... here i am. I didn't join stardoll because i lacked in social status, i have friends, quite a few actually. I was simply bored when i joined. Stardoll is what i do in my spare time, a hobby almost, that is a secret to everyone that knows me (apart from my family who get annoyed with me constantly being on it). I'd like to say stardoll changed my life, as a way to end this post dramatically. It didn't though. I get a few perks like blogging and improving at drawing and so on. It also sucks away my time, i spend hours in my bedroom blogging, *sigh*. I've also been on stardoll instead of doing my homework which is a bit annoying since i then have to do it in school, but y'know what its like. 

This, is me now. 

Everyone goes on stardoll for a reason, everything above is my reason. A long reason, yes, but a valid reason all the same.

~LolLara123~

Telling it how it is